Two months... good that you recognize the signs so soon. How does this make you feel? Can you continue on like this and not have a problem with it?
It makes me feel pretty worthless and empty even though she told me that she loved me on our last phonecall. I think she tried to make me feel guilty and said that she had cried all weekend about the situation.
I'd like to give it one last try. She deserves a chance to realise what's wrong. I haven't previously raised any of the problems I believe she has and I won't break the NC for that purpose. I'll have to wait for her.
I like to think that I'm the Primary partner here and not Secondary to the other guy. I think that's what is most confusing for me at the moment. Is he the 'fall back' guy or am I?
Thank you for your help, Eeyore.