THANK YOU for standing up for the rest of us! It takes some serious guts to do that especially in a small town where law enforcement has an unusually high level of power! You are freakin' amazing and a hero for that. I hope you get outta there soon.
You are welcome! Someone needs to stand up to such baloney!
The whole thing was nuts when they were invading my home...they twisted every law they could. The only thing these jerks fear IMHO is Video/YouTube.
I wasn't ready the first time, but increasingly setup a perimeter both visible and hidden which was on display on their last 3am visit back in Nov2011. (knock on wood)
I am trying to sell my place now...I have many reasons to leave building and town too. Apparently other people in my building has been buzzed by these fake 911 calls...always after the bars close 2am-5am...what are the odds;)
I know how you must be feeling right now because I've experienced my life blowing up a few times. Job issues, relationship issues, and FOO issues simultaneously are incredibly draining and frustrating. Please keep writing. It is not an intrusion or anything like that. We are soooo with you and want you to get over this hump to the other brighter side! And her's a snowman for ya' just 'cause you're a cool customer.
I am not sure what "FOO" stands for, but yes...multiple things imploding or exploding at the same time sucks badly and who is my family support...three emotional vampires...who blame the victim when the blood runs dry!
I still believe in me and have a revised plan I am implementing and despite my father's tantrum today...I will try to keep them to weekly milestone updates on stuff already done to keep myself positive and focused!
I am adopting a more Buddhist view of life in general...slowly, but that is part of the plan. My logical brain now accepts how many of these situations have actually been trials to make me stronger and more in touch with the tribulations of the average person and below in society who have been dumped on like this regularly for the "crime" of being poor or black or similar.
Some of the bullying or blowback in my life could have been easily avoided, while others were near impossible to avoid or a partially odd coincidence. It was random luck the police decided to pick on me except for my being alone that night. Or in the more Buddhist view...it was karma to create greater empathy and understanding in me for those who are abused by power frequently, but who are not only afraid...often fairly easily discredited when they complain or testify. (Drug Dealers, poor, mentally ill, homeless, etc.)
My emotional side has not caught up to my brain yet, but I am trying hard to push myself through to get there. I now know this is a trial to make me into a stronger person and better leader to aid in the troubled times ahead...but walking the path is always harder than merely knowing the path!