Hi there Lost Angels
I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through such a tough time!
I can imagine you're feeling pretty exhausted right now! What a mix of emotions you must have, going on!
I know how hard it is to ignore the comments that are making you feel worthless, but you are very clearly an absolute star! You are a caring person, who is trying hard to do right by her daughter, and who loves her very much.
As is the case with most of us here, at least at some point, you are really feeling the weight of things right now, and I'm so glad that you've come back to us, to share your situation. What would we all do, if we couldn't share our stories and support each other?
Do you have a therapist for yourself, at the moment? How much support do you have from anyone else, in terms of friends or family.
Sending postive thoughts your way