I understand why you feel this way, but there's really no need for it. Just by sharing your stories you're already helping others. Your posts can help others break free from their isolation because now they know they aren't the only ones going through this. You may not realize it yet but you've given a lot more than you're giving yourself credit for.
A lot of us would actually like to have less experience
I was raised by a uBPD mom and all those experiences still haunt me.
Sometimes less truly is more