I'm wondering
Couple things... .all of this is meant to help. I am convinced that getting these items straight will dramatically improve your r/s and your outlook on life.
Stop wondering. Be intentional. Intend to learn a lesson... .decide what is healthy behavior for you to show in your r/s... and then show it. Note: I'm talking about your behavior... .because you control 100% of that.
The only reason to "note" or "observe" your wife's behavior is to make sure you understand what tool to use... .or what the proper response is. Also... .to make sure you don't invalidate. At that point... .
STOP thinking about your wife's behaviors... .thoughts... plans... .desires... . Another way of saying... .don't wonder why.
This is for good and bad. When she does good... validate and reinforce... .try to get momentum.
You know that you should not look at FB as much as you do. If you are having a hard time stopping... .discuss that with your T... .
But... .you know what you need to do. Do it.
Another way: You know what not to do. Don't do that!