To build a connection - validate.
You want her closer in your inner circle - how close is close - and what areas are off-limits? Are you seeking too much closeness or are you acknowledging that some things should be private?
To maintain a relationship you need boundaries that go beyond b&w type boundaries like NC. There will be times when she will test your boundaries. Have you thought about the consequences for yourself?
Hey an0ught, thanks for your reply.
I think that too close would be reengaging in any kind of romantic relationship, but I think that pretty much everything other than that will have to be on a touch and go basis, depending on whether or not myself or my ex has found someone else.
Privacy, of course, is a matter that will have to be resolved on a situational basis. If I feel that something is crossing a boundary, I will enforce my beliefs. I don't really know at the moment, but I'm not really the type of person to hold much back about myself if I have a certain comfort level around someone. That said, I will respect her privacy as she wishes. The boundaries here have to be formed and gradually reformed, in my estimation. I think I can handle that.
I have thought quite a bit about her potentially trying to bust my boundaries, and I think that I am prepared now, knowing what I know and having a quite renewed imagine of my own self-responsibilities.
To be honest, I am quite nervous about all of this, but I think that that's normal. In previous non-non post-breakup situations I have encountered these same feelings, and they dissipated rapidly after a basic comfort level was established.
I really hope that this works out in the best interest of everyone, but I know that I absolutely come first. And hey, maybe it will turn out that we just aren't very similar anymore, but I'm willing to give it a shot. She was and is a valuable person to me. I learned a lot of things, accomplished quite a bit, and have really grown to love seeing the world and everything it offers while she has been in my life.