My boyfriend and I have been together for two years now on and off, we have lived together in his home many times for brief periods until he kicks me out literally leaving me walking down the street homeless usually when I've done something to upset him that I hadn't even been aware was a major issue until he blows up. About a year ago he started pushing and shoving me and during our latest fight he told me I made him want to beat me senseless and he had to get away from me before I put him in jail. ... .What do I do?
The first thing I will say is STAY SAFE! I'm not sure if you are wanting to stay with this man or not, but in any event, I'd suggest reading everything you can get your hands on about BPD, beginning with the Lessons to the right on this page. I hope you find solace in knowing you're not alone. There is hope here.