Hello,
I had posted long time ago and lost my log in information. I'll give as brief of a synopsis with a question at the end.
My SO of 14 yrs marriage, we have 3 beautiful kids. Things have been rough for years, tried marriage counseling and then she refused to go back 3 years ago. I've been to a couple of therapy sessions myself, worked on educating myself, working on myself and focusing on our kids and our business. I've had some clergy help as well, asked her to go to faith based marriage classes, she would find an excuse.
11 months ago, she had a grand mal seizure, very devastating to her and the whole family. We did our best to rally behind her, post seizure symptoms brought out even more severe BPD traits. Unfortunately, she had a subsequent seizure after 3.5 months of recovery that included no driving. This is when I learned of an affair when she was showing me a picture on her phone and the picture next to it in order was a weird picture of a text screen shot. I followed up and found more with disturbing back and forth taking about explicit things they would do. Things were pretty bad before and now I was in full on shock, I confronted her and she claimed it was just a crude joke... nothing physical happened. I got screen for STD's that next day, it was negative. I know the person, he is married (2nd marriage, living w his wife and her kids) and lives near by. I later learned they were meeting up when she would take the dogs for walks, often at night when I got home after a long day running our business that she was unable to contribute to . ... funny thing I was proud of her for trying to do something to combat her stress and aide her healing. She was diagnosed with Non Epileptic Seizure Disorder after months of testing. We failed at marriage counseling she agreed to shortly after the 2nd seizure. I found an insane number of texts back and forth when I delved into our phone bill. She shortly there after nuked her phone to rid it of all the evidence and all her contacts. The affair she initially said was not physical and then admitted to kissing and groping but nothing further started 6 weeks after her first seizure and was going on for 6 weeks when I learned of it. I was no longer welcome at her neurology appointments when I would truly try to advocate for her, she had a total of 4 seizures in 9 months. She would accuse me of asking too many questions. She had really leaned on her parents for help in the last months.
I had phoned the
#$%! involved in the affair/ texts days after I learned of it. He totally denied any physical but then apologized for the lurid texts and that it wasn't funny. I told him he need to stay away and while I did not threaten to tell his wife, I left it open as a possibility if I learned more than what they fessed up to or if it continued.
She had apologized for the "non-sexual" affair more than once but would be really unkind and say things like "you were not there for me when I was imprisoned and unable to drive" or that I should "get over the fact that our kids know their (blended family) kids. She had started some meds that were really helping and I saw some progress, she was attending 60% of her own therapy appointments to work on CBT and even some EMDR if it was cleared by her neurologist. The therapists that I saw expressed concern that I was so vigilant and even obsessed with checking the phone records. I focused on our kids, me healing and work while still trying to supportive as able.
I'm rambling, I'll get to the gist. She was cleared to drive recently, I then found an text she tried sending via email to the
#S%! when she left her account open on our computer asking to go for ice cream, it had failed to reach him and was sent back to her email. I had let go of all that vigilance that was tearing me up for months but then restarted it. I found that she was bold enough to call him on her cell phone in the last month with some long conversations, I found a tracfone in her closet with one number in it - his. She has fired her therapist, failed to get the psychiatry consult ordered months ago. I feel that borders and boundaries have been stepped all over. I do think it is my SO that is initiating the contact and that she does have some serious mental illness coupled with a seizure disorder but he could also shut it down. I'm planning on telling his wife. Not so much out of vengeance but more that it needs to stop. Both of them need to face the music, I'm not going to keep on acting like all is good. My SO knew something was up the night I found it and didn't confront her due to some special kid events I didn't want to ruin. She did ask "how are we doing?" I said, pretty poorly, things were rough before the affair and they are only worse, I do not trust you, and I've been waiting for you to recover and not pushed on the marriage counseling. She has agreed to restart marriage counseling but that is 2 weeks away, ... .I'm planning on confronting my SO about the tracfone, failed text-email, and the phone calls, then telling his wife -even offering phone records if she wants - when our kids are at school. One other detail is that the wife of
#%! has tried to be neighborly nice to my SO and reached out to help, I'm confident she has no idea. I figure I would want to know.
I'm not after building a case for a divorce as a couple of friends have suggested. Basically I love my kids too much, love my family too much, and confident I'll get the nasty brunt of a divorce. So the question of the hour is: Tell the wife of
#%! or not? I'm planning on being just matter of fact about it all.
I'd love some insight.
Thanks