Thanks CS.
The reasons for our fallouts are completely unknown. Weve had 7 fallouts since we got back together... .6 of them were ones she started, and 1 of them I did. I was so, so pissed off today. I cannot stand the way she is with me when shes drunk. Its the same thing over and over. Thing is I love being drunk with her but she doesn't know when to stop... .then she just turns nasty and I have to kick her out of the house coz I don't want that behaviour in my home. And I even kick her out late at night when its dark as she winds me up that much. And I feel terrible after. But I cannot have her in my house being like that. I told her today that everytime she kicks off with me, she's out the door, instantly. I just cant tolerate that nonsense anymore. She could see in my eyes that I was serious. I don't know if that's the right or wrong thing to do, but I made sure I was telling it like it is.
When I said I cant be bothered I was just peed off today... .Unbelievably. End of tether type scenario... .Feel like ive totally vented now
And Im addicted to her... .I know she really is a mint lass, and I guess I will battle on, coz at the end of the day Im in love with her. If I wasn't, I wouldn't be on this site I guess... .And I will win her round... .coz I think that I possibly wont give up
Cheers guys