PERSPECTIVES: The do's and don'ts in a BPD relationship

[Skip]

This workshop is to discuss the Do's and Don'ts for adults staying in a relationship with a person with BPD.

Strength: It takes a great deal of strength and emotional stability to be in a BP relationship and not be emotionally injured by it.  A person in a weak emotional state, who feels wounded/abused, or depressed is likely to be consumed by the relationship, confused by the intense rages and idealization, and finding their self worth in decline.  If you chose this path, you've got to be very strong and very balanced.

Realistic Expectations: A person with BPD is emotionally underdeveloped and does not have "adult" emotional skills - especially in times of stress.  If you are in this type of relationship it is important to have realistic expectations for what the relationship can be in terms of consistent respect, trust and support, honesty and accountability, and in terms of negotiation and fairness, or expectations of non-threatening behavior.  It is important to accept the relationship behavior for what it is - not hope the person will permanently return to the idealization phase, not accept the external excuses for the bad behavior, and not hope that changing your behavior to heal someone else.

Accept the Role of "Emotional Caretaker": According to Kraft Goin MD (University of Southern California), "borderlines need a person who is a constant, continuing, empathic force in their lives; someone who can listen and handle being the target of intense rage and idealization while concurrently defining limits and boundaries with firmness and candor".  To be in this type of relationship, you must accept the role as emotional caretaker - consistently staying above it.  

~ Maintaining routine and structure
~ Setting and maintain boundaries
~ Being empathetic, building trust, even in difficult times
~ Don’t tolerate abusive treatment, threats and ultimatums
~ In crisis, stay calm, don’t get defensive, don't take it personally
~ Don’t protect them from natural consequences of their actions - let them fail
~ Self-Destructive acts/threats require action

And at the same time, its important to understand that you and your behavior cannot rehabilitate anyone - you can only end your contribution to the emotional instability of the relationship. Rehabilitation requires an individual's deep personal commitment, consistently, and over time.

Protection: Difficult things will likely happen in a BP relationship and it is important that you try to protect everyone (you, the BPD, the children) - financially, emotionally, etc.  Be prepared for digressions when they occur -  they will. This could range from controlling the bank accounts, to educating the children, to having a suicide threat plan.  You can mitigate some of the damage.

Preserve Your Emotional Health: The intensity of emotional reactions, and the rage take a toll on even the strongest.  Since you cannot escape the natural human impulses to "recoil when raged" upon or "be overly protective" when idealized, it really important to have other outlets / escapes to keep yourself grounded. It's important not to become isolated. It's important to have a significant emotional support system for yourself (e.g., close friends) that goes beyond the relationship.

Understand Why: There are a many reasons to be in BP relationship or to try.  It's a deeply personal decision.  Sometimes the reasons are unhealthy- such as BPD/NPD relationships, BPD/Co-dependent relationship, etc.   It's important to understand your own emotional health and what motivates you to "stay in" and build a life that "evolves around" and has to "continually compensate for" the acts of a destructive person. Many professionals enter therapy when they are treating BPD to stay grounded.  It is a good idea for you too.

I thank everyone participating for helping develop this workshop.

Skippy

[oceanheart]

This is really good, everyone - you covered the topic well. I'd like to add a few things.

Strength: You will need the strength to be able to emotionally detach at times from your SO, to be able to separate his/her issues from your own, and to not take personally the behavior of your SO. You need a very strong sense of identity and worth in yourself.

Realistic Expectations: Maybe stress even more how dealing with a person with BPD is not a fair fight between equals, but rather a contest of wills where the SO may likely have a zero-sum mentality rather than a true desire to compromise and come to agreement (i.e., a win-win situation). People with BPD often feel attacked in any sort of argument - no matter how mundane - and thus will react defensively to most issues (I'm assuming). The non basically has to be the adult and expect, especially pre-recovery, to be the "bigger person" most times. This entails taking it on the chin, so to speak. You have to willingly accept an unfair fight most times, because of the SO's tendency to be hyper-defensive and to see any criticism as a threat to their very core self. Also, pick your fights - you'll need to reserve strength for the big battles.

Accept the Role of "Emotional Caretaker": This is tricky because there's a fine line between being supportive and being enabling, and choosing to help vs. choosing to be a victim. Consistent boundaries are very effective, but the SO will fight them all the way until they are sure you mean it and will enforce them.

~ Self-Destructive acts/threats require action: I would differentiate between suicidal threats, substance abuse, reckless driving, etc. and self-injury because they are 2 very different animals. For an overview of effective measures you can take when your SO self-injures, see Helping a partner/loved one. The only problem I have with the material there is I think they propose that the "non" be too supportive and understanding at the expense of their own valid feelings of anger, sadness, and frustration. Self-injury is a sign of illness and maintaining personal boundaries of one's own is important. It's a delicate situation because you taking a strong position on SI may actually increase the behavior (NO, you are NOT the cause of the behavior - they are choosing to engage in it).

Understand Why: This is an especially important section. I would add how important it is for you to do an emotional pro/con list, which might help you identify some underlying reasons you may be staying, and to remember that healthy relationships do not take this amount of work, especially on the side of only one partner. I would also ask of yourself what "proof" you need from your partner that they are truly trying to change. Maybe there could be a section that list signs to look for that show the SO is serious about recovery efforts?

Here's a information  from the book "Sometimes I Act Crazy: Living with BPD":

Dealing with fears of abandonment:

• Understand and accept borderline anxieties: For the BP, living a life apart from her is abandonment: a husband who works late at the office, a girlfriend who spends time with other friends, a therapist who sees other patients, all may be perceived by the BP as abandoning. Such feelings are real [tho not TRUE] and must be acknowledged. Trying to use logic to convince the borderline that you are not abanding her is usually fruitless.

• Respect your own limitations: While accepting the BP's need for constant reassurance, don't totally abandon your own interests. Establish compromises between the BP's needs and your own, and stick to them.

• Don't try to play doctor: Interpreting behaviors in a clinical way may be perceived as controlling and can result in anger and greater defensiveness. During a conflict, never ask, "did you take your medicine today?" This will only reinforce an insulting implication that the BP is "crazy".

• Prepare the BP for separation: For many BP's the future, particularly an unpleasant future event, doesn't appear on the radar screen. The hope is that what hasn't yet happened perhaps never will. However, ignoring it will only precipitate more severe hurt and anger when it occurs. Don't mention a weekend fishing trip with the guys two months in advance and then avoid discussion until the night before. Instead, remind her about it and propose some compensatory activity: "Don't forget, honey, next weekend I'll be out of town with the guys. I know I'm really going to miss you. Let's go out to a nice restaurant and show this weekend." Though you may be trespassing into self-serving strategy with this kind of reminder, it is better than intentional silence or avoidance of the issue altogether. Similarly, the therapist needs to periodically remind her patient about her upcoming vacation.

• Utilize transitional objects: "Something to remember me by" - a picture, an audiotape, an article of clothing, or any possession that links the BP to another person of importance - can lessen the pain of separation.

• Be consistent: Work for a compromise and stick to it. Ambivalence will only result in more pleading and conflicts later

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[LAPDR]

Part of the protection area is protection of yourself too. To be able to keep everything else in prospective and juggle all else you have to detach yourself a little from them, not to say love them less but you have to look out for #1 a little more, you also have to learn to deflect the harsh language and terrible things that will get thrown at you so don't take them personally. And you have to budget time for yourself to maybe be alone or away from them on a regular schedule, this is very much needed to just rest and reflect upon the situation to reaffirm the commitment you are making.

LA

[LiveWire]

Preserve Your Emotional Health: The intensity of emotional reactions, and the rage take a toll on even the strongest.  Since you cannot escape the natural human impulses to "recoil when raged" upon or "be overly protective" when idealized, it really important to have other outlets / escapes to keep yourself grounded. It's important not to become isolated. It's important to have a significant emotional support system for yourself (e.g., close friends) that goes beyond the relationship.

I think more needs to be said about isolation.  It's almost impossible to maintain healthy relationships outside of the BPD relationship because of this.  The BP wants you isolated and will do destructive things to achieve that (like rage when you want to go out with your friends.)

[Pugwash]

I am currently a few weeks into NC but wrote a letter, which I worked on with my T, encouraging my currently uBPDxGF to focus on her self, her behaviours and seek the healing which can bring her true happiness and find her real self.

Meanwhile, just to develop what has been said here about strength, I think it can be extended to what Harville Hendrix calls 'ego strength - the ability to maintain one's view of oneself in the face of outside influence or messages.' It strikes me that as this is one of facets that those with BPD essentially lack then it is vitally important for the non to focus on this. It becomes in effect the strength which affords you the protection you need in being able to go forward. My T and I are going to work next week on the expectations and proof parts of this equation and what I have read here has been most insightful in preparation for this. Thanks, Pugwash. 

[mr_anderson1]

Realistic Expectations: Maybe stress even more how dealing with a person with BPD is not a fair fight between equals, but rather a contest of wills where the SO may likely have a zero-sum mentality rather than a true desire to compromise and come to agreement (i.e., a win-win situation). People with BPD often feel attacked in any sort of argument - no matter how mundane - and thus will react defensively to most issues (I'm assuming). The non basically has to be the adult and expect, especially pre-recovery, to be the "bigger person" most times. This entails taking it on the chin, so to speak. You have to willingly accept an unfair fight most times, because of the SO's tendency to be hyper-defensive and to see any criticism as a threat to their very core self. Also, pick your fights - you'll need to reserve strength for the big battles.

This sums up my whole delima! And frustration. I've given up on my uBPDW having a normal moment where she say's "yeah, I did that and I'm sorry". My only indication that something has registered after a fight is that her behavior changes. For a little while anyway.

Excellent points!

[oceanheart]

mr. anderson - the situation I described that you identified with, that was pretty much the underlying reason I left my uBPDexbf (tho the straw/camel's back was a discrete incident): I got tired of being the only one owning up to my mistakes and trying to compromise. I really did try, but could only go so far past giving 50% before I realised the investment wasn't worth it. I can't do 80/20 all the time, it's not fair to me, I'm NOT always to blame. I want to be with an adult who wants to be in a partnership, with give and take depending on varying situations (it doesn't always have to be equal). I couldn't take it anymore, so I left.

Maybe your SO's behavior changes after a fight because she's doing what she thinks you want her to, and not even in a manipulative way, but because she cares. But, unless she truly sees what she's doing is wrong, the behavior isn't really changing, it's just morphing for awhile (maybe she's doing it to avoid your disfavor, who knows?). I did learn permanent behavior change in my relationship because my ex was supportive in many ways, but it was my doing, not his - I saw the importance of changing, I had the courage to change (despite his raging), I wanted to change - he just eased the change for me by trying to be understanding (sometimes) and not punishing me for it (sometimes).

"It's a delicate situation because you taking a strong position on SI may actually increase the behavior"

Ocean can you elaborate on this a bit more?

My view is coming only from personal experience as a person with BPD, not as a non - my uBPDxbf's self-injury was through elaborate and extensive tattooing (he admitted part of his whole-back tattoo was to put himself through intense pain to punish himself), not "traditional" methods like cutting, burning, or hitting one's head.

SI is rarely EVER about manipulating the non, tho it may certainly feel like it (and sometimes it is, but not often). There are many different reasons BPs do it, but the most common are: 1) self-punishment out of a deep self-hatred; 2) as a physical distraction from emotional pain that is too intense for the BP to handle (escaping pain); and 3) to "come back" from a dissociative state (to stop being numb).

These are the only ways a person with BPD knows how to cope. SI is a coping mechanism, as sick as it sounds. BP's don't know how to soothe themselves like other people, how to self-comfort when they're feeling bad. Feelings are physically and psychologically painful. I didn't cry for years even when alone because it hurt too much - I never understood the saying "have a good cry and you'll feel better." I always felt much worse. I mainly SI'd out of reason #2 because my emotions were too painful and overwhelming to feel, and causing myself physical pain acted as a light-switch of sorts: it shut off the emotional pain almost immediately. Physical pain was easily controllable - I could choose how much to inflict - and it was understandable - unlike my emotions. It was only when I learned to be able to really feel my emotions that I stopped cutting. I unfortunately went through a stage after that where I resorted to non-cutting SI out of reason #1 (self-hate), but once I started to see I was a decent human being, and that it was ok to be flawed as long as I was trying to be good and kind, that type of SI stopped, too.

Sorry if that's all a bit too personal, I just thought it might illustrate my point better. And so my point, in relation to how a non responds to their SO's self-injury, is that it would feel extremely threatening to a person with BPD to be told they "can't" do it, which is what they would perceive their partner is saying when the partner sets boundaries about SI to protect themselves. That's the only thing the person with BPD thinks they can do to escape the pain - they're the fox caught in the trap and if it takes chewing off a paw, well then. . .

As an example if a partner tried to set a boundary:

Non: "I feel very sad and helpless when I see you have self-injured. I do understand why you do it, I'm not judging you for it. I feel upset when you do because I care about you and don't want you to be in so much pain. I'd like to help you learn better ways to deal with your pain. I need to protect myself, though, too. I really can't support you in it because I don't think it's healthy behavior. When I see evidence you have SI'd I will not just ignore it like it's ok, I will _______ [whatever is appropriate behavior that's not designed to punish the BP].

But therein lies the rub of the situation - if the partner says, "I will go for a drive" or "I won't be able to talk to you like everything's ok", or "I'll need time for myself", the BP will be triggered by feelings of abandonment, heaped onto feelings of shame and self-hatred since the BP will hear in the non's caring words "you are a piece of s**t because you SI, you make me sick, you freak, I'm getting as far away from you as I can and I might never come back", etc.

So the BP's feelings will start to get overwhelming, and to avoid them, or because they believe that voice telling them they're "bad", or because they've gone to their "special place" in their heads to avoid the feelings the talk with their partner has brought up - they will SI. Also, they'll be more likely to hide their SI in different areas of the body so it isn't obvious (most of it is done on legs/arms, though in sexual abuse survivors, it's not uncommon for it to be done to their genitals or breasts, if female), to avoid the consequences the next time.

I'm not sure there's any way around this seeming catch-22. The partner has the right to protect themselves from being witness to unhealthy, frightening behavior. The person with BPD cannot really be getting better in recovery if they are continuing to SI, so the partner doesn't want to encourage in any way the other's SI. The only thing I can see where the partner can help is supporting the BP in finding and practicing and using different, healthy coping skills (e.g., exercise, meditation or prayer, temporary distraction, patience, etc). But the BP can't truly get well until they're brave enough to actually feel the pain of their feelings. Once they start to do this on a consistent basis, the intensity of those feelings lessens. Sadness still hurts, anger is hard to bear, happiness isn't so ecstatically high, but they're based in reality and they're what it takes to make a person human. But this is something only the person with BPD can do.

I realise I don't know all this stuff for certain - I'm no expert. I'm just a person who has been through it. But I hope that cleared it up somewhat anyway. I had to kinda take an educated guess about some things because I've never been in the situation where a partner either SI'd (to my knowledge) or where a partner was aware of my own self-injury, since it wasn't extensive nor frequent until around my breakdown/diagnosis. My parents knew about it then (they helped me through the breakdown), but didn't know what to do about it, so they didn't say anything much.

[Pinnacle]

One of the things that has really helped me when he is ranting, raging and getting crazy is visualization:

    Let's say he starts raging and carrying on because one of the shoes in the laundry room is not perfectly lined up with the others:  While he is yelling I let my mind drift away and picture a circle on the other side of the room with little devils (un-lined up shoes or whatever the daily issue is) dancing in the circle.  Then I mentally aim his rage and voice to the little devils in the circle.

I know it sounds crazy but it's helping me to mentally avoid being the target of his rage.

Puddin

[LAPDR]

It's important to have a significant emotional support system for yourself (e.g., close friends) that goes beyond the relationship.

Having a safety net to fall back on is very important. This is difficult for many to open up to outsiders due to the FOG, shame and that fear that others will not understand. Long term therapy for the non is probably not practical or affordable to many. I was fortunate to have a few close friends at work that had PD issues in their relationship and we could console and comfort each other at times. If you don't have a close family or friends this can be hard for some to develop, maybe some good ideas could be presented on how to have a lifeline to reality when in times of need. I know this board is great and e-mail can help with messages of encouragement exchanged but there is nothing like sitting down and really talking to somebody who can listen to you over a cup of coffee.

[mamabear]

wow- this is great
this is exactly the stuff I was looking for
everyone normally just says 'get out' to me
but if I choose to stay, they have no advice.
Thanks for posting this!

[mamabear]

puddin- I love your visualization techniques.

[mr_anderson1]

mr. anderson - the situation I described that you identified with, that was pretty much the underlying reason I left my uBPDexbf (tho the straw/camel's back was a discrete incident): I got tired of being the only one owning up to my mistakes and trying to compromise. I really did try, but could only go so far past giving 50% before I realised the investment wasn't worth it. I can't do 80/20 all the time, it's not fair to me, I'm NOT always to blame. I want to be with an adult who wants to be in a partnership, with give and take depending on varying situations (it doesn't always have to be equal). I couldn't take it anymore, so I left.

Wow, you said a mouthfull there!

As far as BPD influence is concerned, do you think that if he owned up to 1% then he would be taking 100%? Thats the impression I get from my W. Or if you take 50% you've got the whole thing.

Maybe your SO's behavior changes after a fight because she's doing what she thinks you want her to, and not even in a manipulative way, but because she cares. But, unless she truly sees what she's doing is wrong, the behavior isn't really changing, it's just morphing for awhile (maybe she's doing it to avoid your disfavor, who knows?). I did learn permanent behavior change in my relationship because my ex was supportive in many ways, but it was my doing, not his - I saw the importance of changing, I had the courage to change (despite his raging), I wanted to change - he just eased the change for me by trying to be understanding (sometimes) and not punishing me for it (sometimes).

I think this nails it. Her behavior changes for a bit then reverts. Although lately, she hasn't been reverting quite as far. Especially where the kids are involved, my main concern. I think she is close to wanting to change but is very far away from admitting it, which is fine for now.

Thanks you for your openness and honesty. Your description of SI is very interesting, although now a direct concern of mine right now. Of course Si may be manifesting itself in different ways.

Thanks again!

[TonyC]

if you stay...to make your self healthier.. be prepared to change yourself...

you cant be afraid of confrontation...

your boundaries must be established.. you need to be you...or be the person you were before...and grow...

you are not commiting to stay and continue miserable...your staying because you believe there is going to be an improved realationship..

[oceanheart]

As far as BPD influence is concerned, do you think that if he owned up to 1% then he would be taking 100%? Thats the impression I get from my W. Or if you take 50% you've got the whole thing.

I think I understand what you're asking - excuse me if I've gotten your meaning wrong, but I did see in my ex that any hint he was to blame seemed to feel like him that I was throwing the whole 100% load on him, even when I explicitly and genuinely took my share of the problem. It's that whole "if you win, I lose, vice versa" mentality, but also the fear that somehow admitting one little fault would expose him to be this horrible person or something? I dunno, I didn't get it then and really don't now either. But yeah, too, that when we own up to our own contribution, they seem happier to keep piling on more...

I hope I didn't scare you about the SI. It's important I clarify that from what I know, SI is mainly a serious problem for those people classified as "in-acting". Not everyone who has BPD self-injures, of course. I haven't seen it mentioned much on FTF, tho maybe I've missed it, but it seems the majority of SOs here are "out-acting" BPs. My assumption being, people who are in-acting (and low-functioning) turn the fundamental BPD rage back onto themselves while those who are out-acting (both hi & low funct) spew it onto those around them. Both serve the purpose of paradoxically finding relief from the emotions... What a sick sad way of life, eh?

And you're right about SI itself being manifested in different ways, like through destructively impulsive behaviors. Any behavior that is used to decrease emotional stress (rather than dealing with the emotions themselves), or that is intended - even unconsciously - to cause harm to oneself, could be looked at as self-injury. For me, it's easier conceptually to limit the definition to actual physical self-harm like cutting, but you have a good point.

I wanted to second Tony's last sentence, too. That's a really good point.

[Bish]

Hi everyone,

Just a quick thought on the SI... I used to SI when I was still drinking and my SO still does SI when in the middle of a percieved crisis situation...

best thing I have found that can cause momentary physical pain (to relieve the emtoional pain for a while) without causing actual harm is to squeeze a handful of ice cubes... and I mean really really SQUEEZE it! HARD!

It hurts like hell while you are doing it, but no lasting physical damage!

I know it would be hard to persuade your SO to do this instead of using cutting instruments etc. but if they could be persuaded, by your boundary setting perhaps, it may be a viable alternative and much much safer!

B x

[mr_anderson1]

As far as BPD influence is concerned, do you think that if he owned up to 1% then he would be taking 100%? Thats the impression I get from my W. Or if you take 50% you've got the whole thing.

I think I understand what you're asking - excuse me if I've gotten your meaning wrong, but I did see in my ex that any hint he was to blame seemed to feel like him that I was throwing the whole 100% load on him, even when I explicitly and genuinely took my share of the problem. It's that whole "if you win, I lose, vice versa" mentality, but also the fear that somehow admitting one little fault would expose him to be this horrible person or something? I dunno, I didn't get it then and really don't now either. But yeah, too, that when we own up to our own contribution, they seem happier to keep piling on more...

Thats it exactly!

I hope I didn't scare you about the SI. It's important I clarify that from what I know, SI is mainly a serious problem for those people classified as "in-acting". Not everyone who has BPD self-injures, of course. I haven't seen it mentioned much on FTF, tho maybe I've missed it, but it seems the majority of SOs here are "out-acting" BPs. My assumption being, people who are in-acting (and low-functioning) turn the fundamental BPD rage back onto themselves while those who are out-acting (both hi & low funct) spew it onto those around them. Both serve the purpose of paradoxically finding relief from the emotions... What a sick sad way of life, eh?

And you're right about SI itself being manifested in different ways, like through destructively impulsive behaviors. Any behavior that is used to decrease emotional stress (rather than dealing with the emotions themselves), or that is intended - even unconsciously - to cause harm to oneself, could be looked at as self-injury. For me, it's easier conceptually to limit the definition to actual physical self-harm like cutting, but you have a good point.

I no e'scare  . I find this interesting because I've often asked my uBPDW "Why do you beat yourself up like that?" Calling herself stupid and all that. I can see why that makes it worse. Interesting.

[mamabear]

but if they're beating themselves up emotionally, what do you do- agree? Say, no you're not? I tried just about every reaction.
DH asks me all the time if he's a good daddy.
He also says from time to time, I am an assho**, I know or I am a bad person...

[Skip]

but if they're beating themselves up emotionally, what do you do- agree? Say, no you're not? I tried just about every reaction.

In my experience, there wasn't any magic pill.  Finding closure, or meeting of the minds in real time, oftyen just couldn't be reached.  Things could only be left in some state of chaos... edgey.

Maybe the only relief is within you and your ability to disengage and step away from it.  Accept the chaos and the edgey-ness and the way thing must be and learn how not to worry about it - find emotional relief some other way - with someone else. 

When HE finally wants to talk about it, there is always Randi Kreger's formula; Puvas

• Pay attention
• Understand fully
• Validate emotions
• Assert yourself
• Shift stuff where it belongs

I found this very helpful.

Emotionally satisfying? No.  A sign of a healthy relationship?  No,   just life with a BPD partner.  And if (or when) you can't find it in yourself to accept this anymore -  you probably need to get out of the relationship.

Just some thoughts - although, my relationship ended, so these are like golf tips from the worst player on the course 

Skippy

[IN4M]

but if they're beating themselves up emotionally, what do you do- agree? Say, no you're not? I tried just about every reaction.
DH asks me all the time if he's a good daddy.
He also says from time to time, I am an assho**, I know or I am a bad person...

If they are beating themselves up  I ask them what chain of events got them to right here right now. If they can give visuals thats helps as well. I can then share that everyone is a so called "bad person" from time to time and makes mistakes and gets angry and reacts in ways that are hurtful whether they are aware of it or not.   Getting in touch with how one is being hurtful is a good thing so one can learn to change their behavior .

I find the raging is an accumulation of people who have said they are bad or ∂ƒ∫∆˚s combined with thier own repeated displays of anger and frustration that takes over and they act in ways they later regret.  I think the raging at  the non is a projection that they think the non thinks they  are an ∂ƒ∫∆˚ so they get mad at the non for thinking that way. Its a visious cycle and once started trust is elusive..


IPJK

[oceanheart]

Bish, I had totally forgotten about the ice cube trick, that's a really great point! Good for you that you found a way to stop, too. Does your SI have any other coping skills besides SI?

There are a bunch different things one can do to encourage your SO to stop their urge to SI (a good list can be found here, see the section on "What to do RIGHT NOW instead of SI"). Maybe even print the thing out and have it up on the fridge or wherever it's handiest, so it can be looked at in an emergency.

I agree with IPJK about getting them to stop and examine their thoughts/emotions instead of "letting" them beat themselves up. You can really dig yourself into a deep hole when you start thinking, "I'm such a piece of s**t", but if they can be gently guided to look at their twisted thinking (don't tell them that's what they're doing, tho!), it's easier to control the reaction. Resouces for Individuals with BPD]BPDRecovery[/url] has a list of Resouces for Individuals with BPD/modules.php?name=Content&pa=showpage&pid=6]10 ways to untwist your thinking[/url]. Of course, this will take tons of practice for the person with BPD to be able to do on their own, but it's possible.

There's a fine line between supporting and doing their recovery work for them, tho. I'd tread with caution and as a rule of thumb, make sure they're putting in at least 90% of the effort (higher if they're better functioning). Of course, that's coming from someone who has done much of this on her own, so I may be biased... Whatever works for you & what's emotionally healthy for you both. Remember, too, your safety has to come before theirs, just like they say on airplane flights - put on your own oxygen mask first, then put on your dependent's mask, because if you pass out while trying to help them first, you'll do no one any good, especially yourself.