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Title: Lack of empathy. Post by: Ironmanrises on August 31, 2013, 08:51:14 AM I remember telling my exUBPDgf 50 days ago, on the day she left me for the 2nd time... .
"You are hurting me."... . I had told her this multiple times that day. Her response was literally no response. Just silence. No acknowlegment of what i had said. Nothing. No "i am sorry Ironmanfalls, i know i am hurting you, etc"... . The words i was saying to her just disappeared into a void. That is how i can visualize it. Her silence as a response was as hurtful as any of her previous barrages of projectiles she had launched at me previously. Made me realize what a vast chasm of disconnect there was between me and her. Perhaps this is what her childhood felt like to her with her parents? How absolutely cruel and sad they were to inflict that on their own child. In turn... . that was reflected back on me. My mind shuts down as these realizations hit me... . like tsunami waves. |