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Title: The Word of the Day Post by: myself on January 21, 2014, 10:20:23 PM I was feeling all over the place today. Couldn't put my finger on it, couldn't concentrate. Got home from work, sat down, it came to me. If there was a word that summed up how I felt, it was 'yearning'.
Like I am reaching out for something I haven't found yet. What word would you use to describe where you're at today? Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: CoasterRider on January 21, 2014, 10:47:08 PM Consumed
No matter what these thoughts won't leave my head Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: fromheeltoheal on January 21, 2014, 10:48:23 PM Confused and overwhelmed. Oops, that's two.
Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: Quantum Entangled on January 21, 2014, 11:19:00 PM I would say... . Discombobulated... . Because I'm afraid to say terrified. Separated for a month. She tipped her hat to spyware on my phone. I'm boring so it's just the point of it I object to. I just worry about what she is capable of to hurt me. Not for myself, but if she takes me out, I can't be a stable parent for my boys.
Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: Turkish on January 21, 2014, 11:19:20 PM Happy at the moment... . I see the beginning of the end of one chapter. Sad that Salmost4 started asking questions tonight... . for the first time.
Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: Turkish on January 21, 2014, 11:20:49 PM I would say... . Discombobulated... . Because I'm afraid to say terrified. Separated for a month. She tipped her hat to spyware on my phone. I'm boring so it's just the point of it I object to. I just worry about what she is capable of to hurt me. Not for myself, but if she takes me out, I can't be a stable parent for my boys. You are the stable parent, QE. Look on it as you have no choice because she isn't. Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: Changingman on January 22, 2014, 12:54:57 AM Hyper aware.
Of hurt, danger, others mental and emotional states, BPD clues in other actions and press articles, my own emotional state. Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: laelle on January 22, 2014, 01:46:19 AM Content
Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: musicfan42 on January 22, 2014, 01:57:30 AM Restless
Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: partyhat on January 22, 2014, 01:59:53 AM TRAUMATIZED Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: Ironmanrises on January 22, 2014, 10:33:13 AM Demoralized.
Happy at the moment... . I see the beginning of the end of one chapter. Sad that Salmost4 started asking questions tonight... . for the first time. Apologies for thread hijack. Hang in there Turkish. I know you are dealing with a lot, and now your son is asking questions. I can understand your sadness stemming from that. Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: Free2Bee on January 22, 2014, 10:40:11 AM Broken
Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: Tincup on January 22, 2014, 02:41:50 PM Fine when I am preoccupied, otherwise distracted when I am not... . This means I don't miss her anymore but she is not completely gone from the mind.
Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: Cimbaruns on January 22, 2014, 02:55:31 PM Right on Tin Cup
I don't miss her... . but she does seem to be in a "little" part of me still Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: Tincup on January 22, 2014, 03:08:30 PM Cimbaruns-I think they might always be a part of us, I just have to learn to not have it distract me.
Title: Re: The Word of the Day Post by: ShadowDancer on January 22, 2014, 03:09:50 PM Remember the movie "Tin Men" with Richard Dreyfuss and Danny DeVito? Remember when Danny throws all of Barbara Hersheys clothes and stuff all over the front lawn from the broken second story window in the middle of the night and afterwards he sticks his head out the window and shouts "FREE, FREE, FREE" and he then stands in dejected wonder of his actions as his words echo into the silent void and still darkness of the night? Yes... . FREE!
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