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Needless to say, I have lately realized I have become a bit of a truth machine with alcohol, I'm sort of a newbie drinker, so I pretty much drink alcohol of any strength like it's a soft drink.

I pretty much told people with some degree of connectedness all about my ex, I hope to god this does not make it to her, or come around to bite me in the ass.

On a plus note, I did things that I normally wouldn't do. I do have an internal dialogue always saying "you're not good enough"... etc, basically about looks among other things, yeah, that pretty much flew out the window yesterday :)

I made some baddd decisions, but it has made me gain confidence with the opposite sex. I see that I don't "need her" as much anymore, but dam, do I still want her.

Sometimes I think a rebound relationship would be perfect for me, to gain confidence. Too bad I'm too shy and insecure. haha.