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Title: Am I Detached? Post by: nowwhatz on January 29, 2013, 10:24:18 PM Hi everyone.
Well here I am and it has been 1 week since I last saw my exBPDudgf and I am hardly thinking about her and not missing her much. I thought about trying to call her but almost have to work at it to get myself 'worked up.' Lucky for me I have had some incredible work drama and a lot of work to keep me busy. And I have a band I am in that has a show this weekend... . so my plate is pretty full. Now that I have a few minutes to reflect I wonder if I am really finally detached after 2 years of the roller coaster from hell. Anyways I have nothing too exciting to report. I have not really been doing things for myself other than working. I am hanging out with a normal girl who has been sort of after me for 1 year and I finally had sex with her last weekend. Was a lot of fun and I look forward to some more... . no attachement, just friends. There was no way in the world I could imagine doing anything like that a few months ago. Well... . this could be the calm before the storm. The ex has not reached out to me and I don't expect much from her until she has her next 'need' for me. But the withdrawals like I used to have before seem pretty mild. No overconfidence here... . I have been too busy to really be too depressed... . but can't complain :) I hope I am really getting closer to getting the albatras off my neck. Thanks for listening. Title: Re: Am I Detached? Post by: Surnia on January 30, 2013, 02:19:32 PM Sounds good, nowwhatz!
It is not a bad thing to be busy or to busy to ruminate about the past. Enjoy the good moments! :) Title: Re: Am I Detached? Post by: Phoenix.Rising on January 30, 2013, 03:19:24 PM I'm taking it a day at a time.
Title: Re: Am I Detached? Post by: casper324 on January 30, 2013, 10:44:40 PM Sorry to say but No.
She was a girlfriend andd you are posting on her disorders forum! |