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Title: Feeling kind of crappy after ignoring exwBPD Post by: stoic83 on March 22, 2013, 10:43:13 PM Feeling kind of crappy just ignoring my exwBPD.
I miss that twisted b**** so badly... . what a cruel joke! I wish I was different... . Im supposed to be going out and single again, and hearing from her made me feel like ~. no wonder people say to block their email address... . I hate feeling tingly when I saw her name in my email inbox. What a curse this is... . I love a monster that I have to erase from my mind. So frustrating... . I feel like I'm marked for life. Title: Re: Feeling kind of crappy after ignoring exwBPD Post by: stoic83 on March 22, 2013, 10:45:18 PM I must say that somewhere deep in my mind... . it truly believes that her and I will be together again.
Why is that? Does anybody else feel like that... . even though rationally it is not going to happen? Title: Re: Feeling kind of crappy after ignoring exwBPD Post by: stoic83 on March 22, 2013, 11:35:45 PM I wish I could delete this post... . its pathetic
Title: Re: Feeling kind of crappy after ignoring exwBPD Post by: doubleAries on March 22, 2013, 11:51:47 PM Stoic, I think what you are feeling is pretty normal. This article speaks directly to what you are going through Surviving a Break-up with Someone Suffering with Borderline Personality Disorder [NEW] (https://bpdfamily.com/tools/articles9.htm)
I know it's hard. I just filed for divorce from my bipolar, ASPD, NPD husband. After 18 years of breathtaking insults and callousness, I wake up in the middle of the night thinking "maybe I was asking for too much. Maybe this is all really my fault! Maybe I didn't try hard enough!" etc, etc, etc, ad nauseum. And I KNOW better! Try the article--it helps to understand... . doubleAries |