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Title: I get so confused Post by: SoftLanding on May 01, 2013, 02:24:08 AM I come here to post and I start writing and everything is so screwed up. I don't understand what's happening in my life and I am getting to the point where I can't even explain it and understand it myself. I don't know how many times I've tried to make a post and then just deleted it. My man is uBPD. I can't communicate my simplest needs to him without him going off on a tangent. He says I'm crazy and I don't make sense and I'm just trying to make him snap and blow his head off. I know I'm not doing these things. I'm just trying to communicate and have a better relationship. The harder I try the more it seems out of reach. So sad. I don't know how it can continue this way. We did really good for a few months because I was following the lessons. Then I got tired of everything being all about him and I just wanted some good attention from him. I don't think he's capable and I don't think I'm capable of continuing with the way things are.
Title: Re: I get so confused Post by: SoftLanding on May 01, 2013, 05:37:07 PM We're through. I guess I saw that coming. I'm off to the Leaving boards and hopefully I can construct a legible post.
Title: Re: I get so confused Post by: Surnia on May 02, 2013, 02:39:58 PM Just write down what comes out first. We can read a lot here
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