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Title: I survived and feel great Post by: cal644 on May 25, 2013, 10:11:54 PM So today we had a softball tourney for my daughter - I was polite, courtious, made small"verysmall" talk with my stbex. and I survived! I no longer felt that longing to be with her, I no longer felt that deep seated saddness. I thought to myself before the game "she can ruin her life but I'm not going to let her ruin mine!". I did catch her at times looking at me with deep regret or longing in her eyes - but I right away told myself - "hey it's her loss - let her know what a great guy she lost, let her know that she made the biggest mistake of her life, let her know that I deserve better - someone who can truly love me the way I love them". I feel great after today - the best I felt for weeks ! Because I think I hit that point of truly letting her go - I know what a great guy I am, I know the love I gave her, I know that she made a mistake and will learn to regret the actions and decisions she chose - but who cares!
Title: Re: I survived and feel great Post by: Murbay on May 25, 2013, 10:31:59 PM Very well said cal and I'm glad the experience today made you feel better in yourself. That's a real step forward |iiii
Title: Re: I survived and feel great Post by: leftbehind on May 25, 2013, 10:34:52 PM Yay! Congratulations Cal644, that's great! |iiii
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