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Title: Putting the pieces back together Post by: HealingHearts on July 27, 2013, 09:36:13 PM We were shattered... .
We have been working very hard on processing our past and understanding who we are We have unearthed heaps of hurt and suffering including VA, PA, EA, and SA starting as a toddler We now know we have a dissociative disorder As a means of self-preservation we created selves that endured our abuse this allowed us to live in the world as an "normal" kid it allowed us to believe that TheMother had our best interests at heart when in reality she could care less. We are NC this has been the best thing for us we are working though flashbacks, body memories, intrusive thoughts All remnants of her sadistic abuse We must breathe, focus on here and now, acknowledge our experience, accept our past, care for our precious little ones have self-compassion Title: Re: Putting the pieces back together Post by: catsprt on July 28, 2013, 07:39:28 PM We grew up with sick or difficult ones
Bending and hiding to carry our load Until it grew too heavy Until we realized that we were alone For each step that I take forward there is a moment of imbalance The pain of detaching is at its worst But I know that I need to keep going As it is the only way forward Title: Re: Putting the pieces back together Post by: HealingHearts on July 28, 2013, 09:50:28 PM yep
keep going it is the only way good for you hh |