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Title: Should have stayed on the leavng board... Post by: duncanville1 on July 29, 2013, 10:35:23 AM I think my ongoing relationship with my diagnosed BPD is finely over for good. After a 2.5 year separation with no contact with her or my daughter we reconciled. The first month or so was good. I actually felt she was different. She was as committed to the relationship as I was. I had NEVER experienced that from her before. The dynamic cycled back, the demands, the lies ( from both of us), the acting out. Yesterday I finally came clean about some stuff I had been lying to her about to try and keep her happy. After swearing she would never leave again she left for the fourth of fifth time since April of this year. This time she wont be back, she now knows I do not have the money she believed I had. There is no pot of gold at the end of the rainbow... Needless to say she has blocked my phone number, returned a couple of emails advising that I need to stop harassing her and has ignored several questions about our daughter... It had to end, there was no way I could live like this. I feel like my world has been ripped from me none the less.
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