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Title: when the phone rings Post by: simplyasiam on August 21, 2013, 06:48:22 PM you know its coming,sooner or latter. some of us are even wanting it waiting for it, even praying for it... . watch what you ask for.
out of the blue there it is the call the txt. do your hands shake? do you get the warm or hot feeling up your spine? your gut rolls over? do you feel like hiding at frist? Title: Re: when the phone rings Post by: Mr gaga on August 21, 2013, 08:10:03 PM Got an email from my BPDex the other day and what did I do? I didn't open it! I wanted to read it so bad but I'm trying to get better and what if it was her trying to rub her new relationship in my face or something. So to save myself from getting worse than I already am I simply deleted it. I don't know what it said no, do I care what it said yes, do I regret not reading it kinda. But I feel like I did the right thing.
Title: Re: when the phone rings Post by: simplyasiam on August 21, 2013, 08:46:10 PM even seen exBPDg/f name on email or even her number poping up kicks all the above off for me.
if its a txt i have to see it just to delet it. im still not at point where i dont reply but her contacting becomes less and less has time gos by. im glad for you that you could do whats best to say yourself Mr gaga |