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Title: Lyrics for All of Us
Post by: DownandOut on October 21, 2013, 04:18:44 PM
Below is a song/poem I wrote to describe my feelings, hope you all enjoy:

I've lived this life for far too long

everything that I thought was right was wrong

I need this night to turn to dawn

I'm still waiting to be reborn

You'll never understand how it feels inside

how you slowly killed me while I slowly died

I know what it's worth and you know I tried

to make this love work but all our love was lies

I see now my love was for a desperate soul

How was I to know I couldn't make her whole

Even though it's true that it was me that bailed

I realize now it wasn't me that failed

The push and the pull just had me split

From white to black and that was it

I can't wrap my head around this strange dynamic

I'm feeling overwhelmed, hurt, depressed and manic

I tried to rescue you, I tried my best my sweet

But now I need to focus on trying to rescue me


Title: Re: Lyrics for All of Us
Post by: rags_and_feathers on October 21, 2013, 06:01:45 PM
Wow -- that pretty much says it all.


Title: Re: Lyrics for All of Us
Post by: Khenkis on October 21, 2013, 07:59:34 PM
Awesome stuff!