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Title: She moved today, first day of true healing Post by: ramble on on November 16, 2013, 11:33:42 AM After riding the roller coaster for 25 years I am a single man again. The moving truck has left and I feel an enormous weight lifted from my shoulders. It wasn't all bad over the years but I had to end it for my own health and well being. I don't have to worry about what to come home to. Good mood or a rage. I feel better already
Title: Re: She moved today, first day of true healing Post by: ShadowDancer on November 16, 2013, 12:16:30 PM Now you can be that "Ramblin Man"
Lord I was born a ramblin man Trying to make a livin and doing the best I can When it comes time for leaving I hope you understand I was born a ramblin man Giddyup! Title: Re: She moved today, first day of true healing Post by: heartandwhole on November 16, 2013, 12:33:40 PM Ramble on,
I'm happy for you. A new beginning always feels good, doesn't it? Any plans for your newfound freedom? heart Title: Re: She moved today, first day of true healing Post by: ramble on on November 17, 2013, 10:02:28 AM My short term goals are to decompress and move ahead slowly. I can finally stop wondering how she will react to various things. I can stop second guessing myself and become more decisive again. I can rebuild my confidence levels. I can stop sweeping up the eggshells. I can eat, dress, do projects around the house, make decisions and not have to explain, justify, defend what I am doing. I won't have to be fearfull of her unspoken dislike, disapproval, or anger at minor things.
There will be a measure of consistency now that did not exist for many years. No more do as I say not as I do. |