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Title: memory lapse Post by: necchi on December 09, 2013, 02:37:18 PM Have any of you have memory disfonctions were it is hard to correlate events in the past, lets say 2years of this hell, or after 2months that i have Brocken up an in n/c, realised that you were dissociating and wonder where time as went... .then for me it all started again but this time worst , the guilt,pain
Title: Re: memory lapse Post by: Octoberfest on December 09, 2013, 02:55:27 PM I don't know that I fully understand your post, but yes, I do tend to disassociate quite a bit. I think back to things I did as recently as a month or two ago and it feels like I heard about it happening to someone else, not that it happened to me. Thinking about my relationship with my BPDex shocks me because I feel as though I am a completely different person now than I was when I dated her 7 months ago. I am 20 and High School feels as though someone else went to that, not me.
Very bizarre. Title: Re: memory lapse Post by: necchi on December 09, 2013, 03:15:00 PM Exactly! Scary... .Are we going insane?
Title: Re: memory lapse Post by: santa on December 09, 2013, 09:04:27 PM I think I tend to do that as well. I guess it's a defense mechanism.
Title: Re: memory lapse Post by: RecycledNoMore on December 10, 2013, 04:03:25 AM Same with me, I dont even know the date today, just posted a thread, couldnt remember how long id been broken up from uBPDx, days roll into one another, I am suviving day by day, one foot in front of the other... .
Title: Re: memory lapse Post by: necchi on December 10, 2013, 04:08:46 AM RecycleNomore... .
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