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Title: one year on from suicide attempt... Post by: Calm Waters on December 10, 2013, 06:34:12 AM Over a year on since you nearly died at your own hand, and almost a year since you nearly destroyed me,
You made me feel like I was the one you had always waited for, I felt the same. Now you are with me all of the time in my head and in my heart - Every time I see a dark blue Toyota Yaris Whenever I am cleaning If I hear the word ‘vintage’ H***** is a common name and my heart leaps whenever I hear it Every time I see a blonde giggling child, like L*** your grand daughter Whenever Scotland is mentioned I have stored away everything you gave or wrote to me but I can still see it in my mind I have sold my boat as the memories of you on board were so painful, I have another but the memories linger like a bad smell I am learning to live again without you in real life but with you in my soul The pain has stopped, but the yearning remains I think it will always be with me as will you I wish you well but hope you never do to another man what you did to me Title: Re: one year on from suicide attempt... Post by: Lady31 on December 11, 2013, 03:26:22 AM Oh goodness... .I feel an empty heartache when reading this. :'(
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