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Title: Why do this to myself/Im done Post by: Boisnix79 on February 02, 2014, 06:01:29 PM Thanks to everyone for helping me on this journey... . Its been a confusing one to say the least... . Getting sucked into this madness is disheartening, frustrating and it took a good long hard loom in the mirror for me to get to this point... .
We were together for 11 months and besides the first 3-4 months this has been hell... . No support emotionally, Im the parent, its seriously been a learning experience... . But not one I would wish on anyone else... . My real advice is to man up... . thats what I'm doing... . Cause seriouisly, if they are mirroring us, then the real problem is with us... . I thought of my grandma who raised me and if this is really the dream she had for me when she was putting in a second round of parenting... . NO... . HELL NO. I'm not telling you it isnt hard, or its some great insight... . But I'll tell you this, after you understand that its not understandable... . what else is there... . I wish you all well... . I may sign in a few weeks when im going through withdrawls to hear stories that sacre the hell out of me and ignite mt PTSD... . NC, NC, NC. Just told her... . its been coming for a while... This is bad for us... . pining, holding on, blah to all of it... . Peace and harmony to all... . or at least finally for me! Title: Re: Why do this to myself/Im done Post by: santa on February 02, 2014, 06:03:24 PM No contact is the way to do it, man. Just stick with it and you'll be feeling 100% better about all this in no time.
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