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Title: Nirvana lyrics that say how I feel
Post by: Popcorn71 on May 10, 2014, 04:25:41 PM
I wish I was like you

Easily amused

Find my nest of salt

Everything is my fault

I'll take all the blame

Aqua seafoam shame

Sunburn with freezer burn

Choking on the ashes of her enemy


These words sum up how I feel.

I wish I could move on as easily as my exBPDh.  None of it seems to have bothered him while I have felt like crap for months.

I blamed myself.

His actions made me feel like crap and made me blame myself.  I have been choking on his ashes.

Well, no more!  I am slowly beginning to realise that he isn't worth it.

I just wanted to share this.  Not sure why?


Title: Re: Nirvana lyrics that say how I feel
Post by: Hurtbeyondrepair27 on May 10, 2014, 04:30:36 PM
I loved Kurt. Still do :)

I really love heart shaped box.


Title: Re: Nirvana lyrics that say how I feel
Post by: Climbmountains91 on May 10, 2014, 04:51:48 PM
Just wanted to say my exBPDbf loves Nirvana, obsessed even especially with Kurt. He adores "heart shaped box", that's his all time favourite song. He's even got me into a bit of Nirvana.

Kurt has definitely got that song you have posted got us nons on how we feel down to a T.



Title: Re: Nirvana lyrics that say how I feel
Post by: Mutt on May 10, 2014, 05:05:37 PM
I'm a huge Nirvana fan.

Kurt came from an invalidating family, if you have not had the chance to read "Heavier than Heaven" by Alex Cross and you're a fan, he covers his FOO very well. Very good book. I can see where Kurt's pain and anger stemmed from and it resonated through his art and music. He was self aware and struggled with his demons. Kurt was ahead of his time with his ideas. This is just a personal observation.

He was a talented painter, artist, writer, singer and musician.


Title: Re: Nirvana lyrics that say how I feel
Post by: neverloveagain on May 11, 2014, 04:19:33 AM
Teenage angst has paid off well

Now I'm bored and old

Self-appointed judges judge

More than they have sold

If she floats than she is not

A witch like we had thought

A down payment on another

One at salem's lot.

Lots of good nirvana stuff out there glad you have music to help you through your thoughts music keeps me going. Maybee you should start writting your own songs learn to play an instrament get it out there good luck.