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Title: 10 Months NC Post by: AwakenedOne on June 16, 2014, 03:49:32 AM Today is the 10 month mark of NC with my wife of 4 years (uBPDstbxw).
I am proud of myself for having the self respect and self control to not call her and try to win her back. I loved this woman with all my heart. I was attacked in my sleep and then thrown away as garbage and left to survive with nothing and no place and no one. She literally doesn't care if I am alive or dead. It's sad and sick. God watched over me though. I give thanks to Him. Title: Re: 10 Months NC Post by: TheBPDSurvivor on June 16, 2014, 06:26:02 AM Cheers AwakenedOne for having the courage to hold the emotions. Well recovering from the toxic emotions actually.
I'm on the 9 month NC except a call from my uBPDexgf last month which I politely answered like I don't know her before; followed by a couple of raged phone calls from her little brother. Thank god, Without this community and all the helpful members I don't think I'll be this much clear in my head and concentrate on my business. I still read the threads everyday and working on how to not be co-dependant. Much to everyone! Title: Re: 10 Months NC Post by: antjs on June 16, 2014, 07:12:38 AM keep it up AO good job
we are here for you |iiii Title: Re: 10 Months NC Post by: Forestaken on June 16, 2014, 07:47:26 AM You have the strength! Excellent!
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