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Title: clearing out the closet Post by: neverloveagain on July 20, 2014, 02:20:03 PM Well today was the day i decided to clean out the rest of her clutter from my closet. And i found a bag full of love letters birthday cards and valentines cards, yes opps i read them all and yes painfull and upseting. But i found a rather telling valentines card recieved on our third year here it is below see what you think.
To my sexy man, my love, i love you with all i physicaly can what can i say our 3rd valentines day thought you would of got bored by now i know i certainly havent wish too spend many years together your probably thinking ___ lol! your such a special guy i so lucky to have you wasn't expecting to have anyone in my life or anything but got you your the angel you just dont know it your good to everyone and never selfish you lighten my dark world wish you were in charge of the world it would be a better place im blabbering I just hope my jelousy nervinois worry and crazy thoughts dont drive you away its a problem im cursed with a mind thst plays tricks on me i just think everyone runs away from me at some point anyway happy card you are the most precious person i have ever loved I hope i get better for you love devil kitty i prey we are never apart Title: Re: clearing out the closet Post by: OutOfEgypt on July 20, 2014, 02:27:20 PM Ominous and sad!
Title: Re: clearing out the closet Post by: fromheeltoheal on July 20, 2014, 02:59:47 PM Excerpt I just hope my jelousy nervinois worry and crazy thoughts dont drive you away its a problem im cursed with a mind thst plays tricks on me i just think everyone runs away from me at some point anyway happy card you are the most precious person i have ever loved I hope i get better for you Shows some pretty good awareness, and that ever-present fear of abandonment. Title: Re: clearing out the closet Post by: neverloveagain on July 20, 2014, 06:49:54 PM After 10 years of being together and an extra 2 as just friends she didnt get better for me. I just fell head long into the rabbits hole . So sad as her good side is that of a saint and the dark is so fark its scary you never know who is going to greet you when she answers the door.i just loved the honesty in the card i thought i was helping her out of a bad place i was wrong she took me with her to the darkest place i have ever been and thats sad too because thats how she feels all the time :'(
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