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Title: Journal entry Post by: Deeno02 on October 11, 2014, 01:45:46 PM Journal. Why wasnt i good enough for you. Why wasnt i given a fair chance. I loved you more than you could have imagined. Why didnt you try and understand me and help me? Why wasnt i good enough to be with you and your friends? Why am i still so sad. Thought i saw you and him and panicked. Why? Did i not dress good enough? Was it the tattoos? What was it that made you throw me away? You gave reasons, but i dont believe them all. I know i could have done better if you had been honest. But because i didnt go away with you? I cried again today because i felt worthless. I felt not good enough for anyone. Im not sure what you told your friends and the new guy about why we broke up, but im sure its all me. Why?
Title: Re: Journal entry Post by: Michael7123 on October 11, 2014, 03:00:26 PM You're not worthless don't ever think like that. None of us are. People who have a lot of love to give are never worthless and you seem to be one of those people. You offered her you love and she through it away, it's her loss.
Title: Re: Journal entry Post by: Recooperating on October 12, 2014, 02:51:50 PM Deeno,
I cant find the thread, but isnt it your birthday today? Happy birthday! Title: Re: Journal entry Post by: Deeno02 on October 12, 2014, 03:26:21 PM Thank you Recooperating.
It is my birthday and ive been in both hope to hear from her to see if i at least was still a memory and hope to not hear from her so i would not have to gain anymore pain while on my no contact. So far nothing. I guess thats a good thing. However, im sad that i didnt matter at all to her... |