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 Even though i have not spoken to my ex for nearly 2 months, i sais to myself as soon as I see a picture of them 2 on FB im offically going NC, i have deleted the FB account i used to go on her page, this is going to be so hard, is anybody else going through this, and how hard are you finding it?

I didnt feel sad, i almost felt as if that was my closure to rid her in my life, even though she she has blocked me on fb and my number, shes a waif btw.

Yes, blocked from FB, even thought I never posted anything on her page even when we were dating.

She unblocked my number and we have talked, but everything is my fault, and I destroyed everything.  However, it still sucks going through this.  I guess because   

at least for me, fixed everything all the time, and she sat back and broke it. It was always something, and it is disturbing that I am still wanting her.

What do you get out of dating someone with BPD? You wont be with this person forever, and if you do last years, they WILL cheat on you, the WIlL lie to you, and they WILL financially and emotionally break you.  You cant take out a mortgage with them because they will feel engulfed and smothered, you will be paying all the bills, if you have a child with them they will entrap you for your money and more than likely run away with your baby.  You can not sustain a relationship with these people, you are their parent not their bf.  Get rid and join me with the NC.  Just ask or read some of the stories on this forum some men even take their lives after years of abuse.  If you cant let go of a mentally ill person then you are probably more prone to self esteem and delression issues yourself.  Would James Bond give that person the time of day? No he would laugh and walk straight past them, start NC with me today!