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Title: I called my BPDex after the accident Post by: lovethebeach on November 07, 2014, 10:37:52 AM This has been the worst two weeks of my life.
First, my exBPD "left" the relationship after I caught him in a series of lies. I've been trying to de-personalize the behavior, but it still hurts. Second, my mother had two biopsies completed to check for cancer. Third, my cousin passed away unexpectedly two days ago. Fourth, yesterday I got into a car accident and now am in a lot of pain with my neck I swear I could write a movie script. It's hard to be dealing with all of this at once, on top of applying to graduate programs and starting a new job in a few days. I called my BPDex in a moment of panic and weakness after the accident and he did seem a bit concerned. I then texted him this morning after I left the hospital to say "I get into a serious car accident and you don't care how I am or what they said? Whatever." He responded with "What did they say?" I did not answer. BPD or not its so inexcusable to me. I could find a stranger to show more compassion and care for what these past few weeks. I don't get it and I probably never will. I think it hurts even more since I'm going through so much ... .then again, it is making me quite angry. Title: Re: Is this a joke? Post by: Raybo48 on November 07, 2014, 11:58:19 AM This has been the worst two weeks of my life. First, my exBPD "left" the relationship after I caught him in a series of lies. I've been trying to de-personalize the behavior, but it still hurts. Second, my mother had two biopsies completed to check for cancer. Third, my cousin passed away unexpectedly two days ago. Fourth, yesterday I got into a car accident and now am in a lot of pain with my neck I swear I could write a movie script. It's hard to be dealing with all of this at once, on top of applying to graduate programs and starting a new job in a few days. I called my BPDex in a moment of panic and weakness after the accident and he did seem a bit concerned. I then texted him this morning after I left the hospital to say "I get into a serious car accident and you don't care how I am or what they said? Whatever." He responded with "What did they say?" I did not answer. BPD or not its so inexcusable to me. I could find a stranger to show more compassion and care for what these past few weeks. I don't get it and I probably never will. I think it hurts even more since I'm going through so much ... .then again, it is making me quite angry. Wow I am so sorry you are going through this. Not only mental pain, but now physical pain. I hope things get better, I know they will. |