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Title: Let it be
Post by: apple2 on February 08, 2015, 07:12:55 AM
Hey there,

Maybe today is my best day after his break-up with me. At least I haven't cried yet.

I cannot really listen to songs right now, because they arouse too many memories... .Recently, I can only listen to the Beatles "let it be " or some songs which I heard in my childhood in the church, such as "Our God is an awesome God".

I really appreciate for all of you here who share the life experience and thoughts with me. Without your support, I don't know how I can get so far. I read an article yesterday, it is said, we should know that the other side of the whole thing is wonderful, is amazing, is something that we can't imagine right now. But we will see it in the future. We only need to wait with patience. Although I am not a disciplined church girl,  I can still remember what I have taught in my childhood, God has a good plan for us. In moments of despair, we still need to trust him. 

I made the resolution that I leave the relationship. Today I sent him an Email to share a piece of Job Information. The position is suitable for him. I did it, not because I want to get him back, not because I want him to thank me, but because I know he is looking for a new job, and he has no close friends at all. After that I delete all of his contact data.

I will start my America trip tomorrow (since I am living in Europe). I am looking forward to the sunny Florida!

Cheers for a better life! 

 



Title: Re: Let it be
Post by: Mutt on February 08, 2015, 01:10:27 PM
Hi apple2,

Very kind of you sending a piece of job information.

"Let it be" - wise.

Have fun in the sun  *)

----Mutt