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Title: I am 10 months out today Post by: disillusionedandsore on June 15, 2015, 07:12:46 AM Hi everyone, feeling a little stirred up and upset, yet I want to 'celebrate' being out of my relationship for ten months now. God I thought I would never be able to do it... .yet here I am today clocking up ten calendar months already... .I am still haunted by the memories and still grieving but I feel like I have been let in on some great secret that most of the world doesn't know about and I have am grateful for that. It has been a truly gut-wrenching yet liberating process this far. BPD has rarely left my mind in all that time. This awareness has really blown my socks off and I look forward to the day when I will be like' oh BPD oh yeah... .long time ago... .' :)
Title: Re: I am 10 months out today Post by: Agent_of_Chaos on June 25, 2015, 04:48:42 AM Strange. I am also 10 months out and feel somewhat similar. I am no longer cloaked with daily depression but am hung up on the memories. I do not stew in them but I walk a fine line. I could easily fall into a slump if I don't keep myself in check. Certain talking points about the relationship are instant tear jerkers but other aspects are not. Even if I think about her being with my replacement that doesn't hurt near as much as when I think about her amile. I am grieving, but on a different level. It may be alow progress, but it's progress none the less. I am grateful you shared your story and look forward to your success.
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