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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) => Romantic Relationship | Detaching and Learning after a Failed Relationship => Topic started by: SSinNYC on June 23, 2015, 10:59:10 AM



Title: He believes he should not suffer while I have LOST EVERYTHING
Post by: SSinNYC on June 23, 2015, 10:59:10 AM
I lost everything.I lost myself. I lost my physical health my mental health and now my job. I lost everything because of an heartless abusive psychopath.

My ex is bipolar,alcoholic,abusive,fake, immature, a pathological liar, a very promiscuous cheater, very controlling and in denial.

He repeatedly abused me mentally and physically and still denies any wrong doing and many people support him.

My life has been ruined forever and this heartless abuser will STILL not let go of the abuse despite having an order of protection. He continues to write very nasty messages and lies on this website and many people support his words not knowing the truth.

I have lost my physical health, mental wellbeing and now my job and very soon my house. It's sad because it seems like he will not leave me alone until I am dead.

I have nothing because of this monster and he believes he has done nothing wrong. He believes I shouldn't have reported him after all the abuse, the black eyes, all the bruises and hurt he caused me and now the mental abuse that never stops. He believes I was the one in the wrong and made his life difficult because I finally decided to report him. His reason for the continuos mental abuse :"Because he was angry" He still believes he should not suffer any consequences of his actions. He truly believes in his mind he should not suffer while I have LOST EVERYTHING because of him.He believes he is allowed to abuse and abuse just because he is angry.

I am a person with emotions. I have had enough abuse. I am a person too. I am a person that has lost everything . I don't deserve this.