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Title: I surrender Post by: Thread on July 09, 2015, 07:55:51 AM Why do I keep wasting my time
Why do I keep believing his lies Why do I stay when I know I need to go Why is it all so hard Why am i here Why was I the "lucky" one Who deserves this I live in a state of numb Never right never quite wrong either Just under his thumb Stuck Never knowing what's going to set him off It could be what I did or what I didn't do What I said or the tone of my voice But always in the end I lose He believes the lies he calls feeling Because feelings are real so they are true Facts are only fragments Feeling prevail It's not stopping Round and round the cycle just keeps circulating There is nothing i can do or haven't tried to do I'm just so tired The two are separate But all I see is a whole person Determined by fear I hate you, don't leave me Why? Why? As he sits and apologizes for being out of control While still being out of control This is my life Please just stop. Stop asking me what I'm doing wrong Because the only thing wrong is staying It's never going to get better... . Title: Re: I surrender Post by: Mike-X on July 09, 2015, 11:25:12 AM I do appreciate the poem. How would you answer your opening questions?
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