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Title: She is the Storm Post by: Itorbeh on September 05, 2015, 05:47:17 PM She is a Storm and she rages around me, battering endlessly from all sides.
In my refusal to budge she rages harder, as though the silence and calmness is an attack upon her. So I sit, the Mountain. Calm and stern and sombre, unyielding to all but her love. Such is her fear that I might leave that she rages beyond even her control, In her wake, the memory of the others who could not withstand such ordeal. Standing strong she sees what I would endure, as such she weighs me highly. Better than the rest she claims herself unworthy, undeserving and wrong. Against her judgement, I stay on. The mountain in the storm. ------------ Forgive my terrible... I'm not even sure what I would call it :P But it is how I feel about myself and my partner, love her to bits but just wish she wouldn't keep trying to tear me into little ones ^_^ I look forward to hearing about others who have endured similar so that we might trade war stories and survival tips :) Title: Re: She is the Storm Post by: livednlearned on September 05, 2015, 05:55:16 PM Hi Itorbeh,
Welcome! You're in the right place, I'm glad you reached out and described some of what you're feeling, and the love you feel for your partner. How long have two of you been together? Little is intuitive in a BP relationship. We encourage all members to read our starting guide - "Before You Can Make Things Better - You Have to Start by Not Making Things Worse (https://bpdfamily.com/bpdresources/nk_a104.htm)". We are here to assist you in your journey, Itorbeh. LnL |