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Title: Tornado dreams Post by: Ysabel on October 14, 2015, 06:02:53 AM Everytime my hwBPD is off on one of his semi-psychotic rages (these rages are not psychosis induced, but he is reacting to his feelings, which are not based in fact and are usually self-pity driven), I dream at night that I'm in a tornado. I'm always the first to notice the clouds building and I'm trying to get people to safety. In my last tornado dream ( last week) I had the choice of trying to pull a woman into the shelter while risking one of my kids' lives and mine. I chose to shut the door and she was swooped away. Hmm... .I would say that I have some guilt over setting boundaries, because hwBPD reacts to boundaries as if they were messages about abandonment. Even though I have learned to disengage with love when the rage starts, I guess the Rescue Ranger in me still has something to say!
Title: Re: Tornado dreams Post by: waverider on October 14, 2015, 07:25:21 AM Tornados are normally related to realizing there is nothing you can do other than seek shelter until it blows over I guess the latest one is about your inability to prevent others being affected.
Maybe it shows a high level of awareness but lack of confidence in your ability to handle the situation |