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Title: Here we go again Post by: twitchy on November 09, 2015, 11:19:08 AM 17 days of blissful quiet at home and then the peace is over. Precisely at midnight, a few minutes after going to bed, she started expressing that she felt hurt, that she didn’t understand how I could lie to her in January and make her mentally sick that she tried to kill herself. She said that I made her sick; I made her do those things. I stayed quiet, she kept accusing, asking, making a point that she was staying calm and not yelling, yes but she was not allowing me to sleep. She could not sleep and I guess that means that I can’t keep sleep either. It escalated to the point that I was yelling and she started throwing things to see if I was going to leave. She told me to leave then when I walk towards the door, she starts crying and saying where are you going? I am going crazy! We were both on the verge of leaving the house but we managed to de-escalate the issue and went to bed. Of course, she still kept talking, I kept changing the subject.
This morning, she said she doesn’t like to rough it. I told her I was sorry I brought her to this house. It’s an old house and needs a lot of work. She said I told her she is the one that made us move to this house. She said she was going to work, I went to her to kiss her good bye and she kissed me but she made a face like she was angry. I don’t know if she was or not. She says she loves me but she says so many hurtful things, I call her on those comments and she says that she doesn’t mean them, that she is angry and letting out steam. Yet she uses what I say and says that she now knows how I really feel. I tell her she can’t have a double-standard. |