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Title: 4 those who are in pain and suffering due 2 B/U. Read these encouraging words Post by: guy4caligirl on November 18, 2015, 07:13:31 AM Hi, everyone ,
Last year at this time approaching the holiday season, I was devastated with the lost of our mutual break up in July 2014 So at that time I was 4 months out and MAN did it hurt ? I basically :)id everything in the book to win her back , is it because because I was use to her presence ? I stayed in knowing it was extremely toxic and thought I loved her perhaps ,and she would change ? Could that be the case after a relationship for 5 years ? I am writing this without any feeling of despair, a tiny part of me wants to recycle especially after she broke my NC Twice this past month and I remained in NC , also I am not "digging any footing for her return ". I am now after a year INDIFFRENT , The good news IS you WILL too ! A day will come and the freedom will also come, depending if you have children or not and your own ability to finally let go . Good luck to all of us . Wars never lasted for ever , your suffering will end so your war ,only when you're ready ... .keep going you're blessed to be part of this community The PDD family. Title: Re: 4 those who are in pain and suffering due 2 B/U. Read these encouraging words Post by: itgirl on November 18, 2015, 07:23:45 AM my war is almost ending. There is no going back. I do however still dream about her almost every night. wish that would go away.
Title: Re: 4 those who are in pain and suffering due 2 B/U. Read these encouraging words Post by: hopealways on November 18, 2015, 10:49:53 AM Congratulations! It's great to hear people coming back and posting positive results of NC.
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