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Well it's two weeks since she moved out. I haven't done much at house. No cleaning to speak of. Still had fall decorations out. But today i am in new frame of mind. I'm got up. Put Christmas music on. Am reactivating fb later after I decorate and I am going to post pictures of decorated house and say that God is good. :). 

Don't know if she will see and don't care. It's time for me to take back my life. She walked out of it. I know I wasn't perfect but if that was the level of her commitment after I also treated her so well, then it is truly her loss. She has no place of her own etc having to live with friend.

I have so many blessings and am thankful. I love her and hope the best for her. And if it's Gods plan we will be together in his way.

Happy Holidays. I think it is great that you have an optimistic view about her leaving. It can be tough detaching from such a person.

What makes you think that it might be God's will to be together?

In my experience abandoning all hope seemed to be the best strategy in moving on. Your perspective is interesting.

Wishful thinking I guess.  Maybe since I think now I understand her emotional issues better and possible BPD, maybe I would be better equipped to deal with them now.  I don't know. Because I believe in a God who hears and answers our cry.

I see. I believe in God too. It's just strange that you think God might want you to be with someone who hurts you. But, I am not God so I don't know what he may have in store for your life. Just remember that sometimes God might be trying to pull you away from the very thing you holding on to ... .for your own good.