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Title: I feel the sadness coming on after being out of the house for 1.5 months Post by: Sluggo on March 02, 2016, 09:26:26 PM I have felt strong and empowered since leaving a very toxic marriage. However, the sadness is starting to flood my senses today. I miss my children (up until yesterday- my wife has kept the children away from me and has said some awful things to them about me). I miss 'being married'. I miss being a a whole unit. I miss the camaraderie. I miss the fun parts of my marriage. I miss the fun times we went out.
I know all I need to do is go back through my journal and read (or listen to tape recordings) what has happened over these last months or years and still know that I made the right decision. Perhaps is the nervousness that my first hearing is on Tuesday. However it still is very tough. I am struggling today. I haven't felt this wave of sad emotions since the 2nd week. |