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Title: I'm finally on the detaching board Post by: LilMe on March 29, 2016, 12:15:27 PM I think I have been on and off these boards for around 5 years. I have been on about every board, trying to make it work. But it will not work. My uBPD has painted me black. The relationship has damaged my family more than I could have ever imagined. I must get out now and repair things as best I can.
Right now I am in a really bad place. I cannot move out yet legally. I am stuck in a horrible limbo waiting on lawyers and judges. I keep my distance from him as much as I can, but any contact he has with me is criticism, complaining, and rages. And requests for sex! So far I have managed to fend him off. The good news is that the plan is in place and it is just a matter of time until life will be better. Harder in some ways, but much better. I am also coming out of this a much wiser, aware person! :)amaged; yes, but a better, stronger person than before. I just wanted to say that you all are awesome! I don't post much anymore, but do read your stories and think of you often and pray that you move out of the FOG and towards healing. |