Title: My perspective of the Mirror Post by: JerryRG on May 15, 2016, 02:59:21 PM This is really gloomy and depressing and there is a great light at the end of our journey. This is my attempt to understand the process of my relationship with my exBPDgf.
Have a great day everyone and thank you all for your help! They mirror us The mirror reflects love The mirror show ourselves The images continues and draw us deeper Pure love Pure light Slowly the images change We start to see shadows We start to fear the moving darkness in the mirror Distorted tricks of light begin to fool our senses They tell us we are dreaming These distortions are our own perceptions Our eyes are not trustworthy Our senses are failing Our fears are our own Cracks begin to form at the edge of the mirror We desperately attempt to wipe them away We hear groans of sadness behind the mirror We seek to find its source The groans grow louder The cracks move deeper across the mirror The light is gone Only darkness and howls of misery remain Whispers surround us They tell us to ignore That the horror lies within us Our fears overwhelm every moment Breathing becomes labored Trembling hands now useless to hold Anxious thoughts run wild Suspicions take hold Worry replacing calm Stomachs ache for more, for less We become smaller Malnurished Wasting Dying Crying alone Desperate to move but paralyzed to deep Each breath grows more difficult Minds spinning Thoughts racing Body weak Heart pounding Moans of hate and fear grow louder The mirror trembles Then violently rattles Then cracks grow deeper We watch in horror Holding our breath Pieces of glass break free Falling into space One by one Until there is no mirror left Then silence The mirror is gone Shards surround us Cutting as we try to move Crawling away Cut and bleeding Quiet and alone Looking around The mirror is gone They are gone Crying in the dark We hear the giggles of a small child We look to find it They run away Laughing They find a new toy We cry And pick up the pieces of us with our bloody fingers Title: Re: My perspective of the Mirror Post by: VeraTrue on May 15, 2016, 03:50:50 PM Yep. That about says it all.
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