Title: just saw her Post by: Venny on June 02, 2016, 05:21:56 PM So haven't spoken to ex in almost 2 weeks. Just saw her with her new dog! We had a puppy together that she abandoned when she left and just replaced him. Feels like proof that she never loved our dog or me. Both easily replaceable. Makes me feel so invalidated to know that after 5 years of giving someone all of me it's just gone as if it never happened. She was emotionless and I obviously said all the wrong things. She again denied ever cheating and is not with someone now allegedly. She has lost a ton of weight and was all glassy eyed as if the meds she is on are messing with her. She looked terrible. Fingernails all dirty... .kind of like a crackhead head. I suppose that should make me feel good but instead it just makes me want to help her. She seems to recognize how sick she is. Zi just don't understand why her sickness needs to have anything to do with me.
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