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Title: Having one of those moments Post by: JerryRG on June 12, 2016, 09:01:22 PM I'm having the "it's all just my imagination" moments tonight.
I feel like I'm fighting a ghost again, my exgf was very inappropriate yesterday but today has transformed into the sweet little girl I can kinda like and admire. It is like I'm the one who's lost touch with reality and she's just fine. Lol I really dislike these moments when I cannot trust my instincts and rely on facts. I may want so desperately to believe she's finally well that I do slip into an unreal state of thinking. Oh well, I do KNOW one thing, talking to her or being around her I always end up puzzled and confused. Like watching a foreign movie with no English subtitles, I'm interested but I will be damned if I know what's really going on. Do I sit through the whole movie and stay confused or do I walk out and focus my attention on something I can grasp. I did walk out, I just cannot escape her as long as we share our son. Blah blah blah blah blah. |