Title: A Song that reminded me of my BPD-Relationship Post by: Deja Entendu on July 27, 2016, 07:06:42 PM Hey,
I just found a song by a small band that reminded me of my BPD-Relationship. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUV4taPgbHg "You said that I should get a clue. I did, and it was to rid my heart of you. I did exactly what you said I should do, I played the sleuth, and I found a clue. I still can’t stop thinking about you. That’s standard procedure, you know me. ___ with my heart at your leisure, that’s how it goes, or it’s been going lately. You said I was the best, simultaneously the worst, and best case scenario I should be cursed for the rest of my life. I feel like I am because I won’t ever have you by my side. Stay warm in that flannel that I left on your bed, there was no way in hell I could put it on after that, we were both soaking wet. I apologize if from time to time, it makes you think of me, but just imagine seeing that stupid shirt, every time you breathe. That’s how it feels to be me. Your heart has proven to be more of a maze than construction season in the heritage hill one ways from someone who is not from Grand Rapids on their very first days. But me, I paid attention on my late night skates and when I was driving around in my van, and now my best friend who has lived here his whole life said I know the city better than him. He said, Ty, its like the back of your hand, I said Alek I’d trade it in a heartbeat for the backbone of a man. I had to change my way home from work because I couldn’t even stand to drive by her and see her on her front lawn, bikini on, getting a tan. Here’s the thing, I don’t need Fountain or Union street for anything except martha’s vineyard or the bakery. I’ll take the back of the Michigan hill down, Eastern around, and follow Lyon all the way there because this is what I have found: Life may or may not be about finding true love, but it is certainly not about begging for it for someone. I’ll keep doing the things that I do, late nights, fat blunts, pizza pies with my crew, driving home from whatever bar is half-off after two while blasting my favorite tunes, and seeing my favorite local bands at whatever venue. While you keep doing the things that you do, like shifting blame, twisting truth, and making absolutely positively certain that everyone in the room knows the victim just had to be you. I’ll keep doing the things that I do, and I’ll find someone who wants me like I wanted you." Especially the last part is so on point! Title: Re: A Song that reminded me of my BPD-Relationship Post by: Hopefulgirl on July 27, 2016, 07:58:58 PM Im reminded of my relationship whenever that song "i Love The Way You Lie" by Rhianna comes on. Great song.
Title: Re: A Song that reminded me of my BPD-Relationship Post by: Tobiasfunke on July 27, 2016, 08:11:24 PM https://youtu.be/qbWgw4Tmh4k
Pretty much sums it up Title: Re: A Song that reminded me of my BPD-Relationship Post by: Lonely_Astro on July 27, 2016, 08:18:45 PM The song I settled on that reminds me of my ex: Bette Davis Eyes by Kim Carnes (https://youtu.be/EPOIS5taqA8)
Her hair is Harlow gold Her lips sweet surprise Her hands are never cold She's got Bette Davis eyes She'll turn the music on you You won't have to think twice She's pure as New York snow She got Bette Davis eyes And she'll tease you She'll unease you All the better just to please you She's precocious, and she knows just What it takes to make a pro blush She got Greta Garbo's standoff sighs She's got Bette Davis eyes She'll let you take her home It whets her appetite She'll lay you on the throne She got Bette Davis eyes She'll take a tumble on you Roll you like you were dice Until you come out blue She's got Bette Davis eyes She'll expose you, when she snows you Off your feet with the crumbs she throws you She's ferocious, and she knows just What it takes to make a pro blush All the boys think she's a spy She's got Bette Davis eyes And she'll tease you She'll unease you All the better just to please you She's precocious, and she knows just What it takes to make a pro blush All the boys think she's a spy She's got Bette Davis eyes She'll tease you She'll unease you Just to please you She's got Bette Davis eyes She'll expose you When she snows you She knows you She's got Bette Davis eyes Title: Re: A Song that reminded me of my BPD-Relationship Post by: SoMadSoSad on July 28, 2016, 10:44:12 AM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BiQIc7fG9pA
Feeling used But I'm Still missing you And I can't See the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss Against my lips And now all this time Is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her I miss you when I can't sleep Or right after coffee Or right when I can't eat I miss you in my front seat Still got sand in my sweaters From nights we don't remember Do you miss me like I miss you? ___ed around and got attached to you Friends can break your heart too, and I'm always tired but never of you If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that ___ I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that ___ I type a text but then I nevermind that ___ I got these feelings but you never mind that ___ Oh oh, keep it on the low You're still in love with me but your friends don't know If u wanted me you would just say so And if I were you, I would never let me go I don't mean no harm I just miss you on my arm Wedding bells were just alarms Caution tape around my heart You ever wonder what we could have been? You said you wouldn't and you ___ing did Lie to me, lie with me, get your ___ing fix Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ___ing mixed Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings When love and trust are gone I guess this is moving on Everyone I do right does me wrong So every lonely night, I sing this song I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her All alone I watch you watch her Like she's the only girl you've ever seen You don't care you never did You don't give a damn about me Yeah all alone I watch you watch her She's the only thing you've ever seen How is it you'll never notice That you are slowly killing me I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her Title: Re: A Song that reminded me of my BPD-Relationship Post by: Indifferent28 on July 28, 2016, 12:48:27 PM SoMadSoSad,
I have been in love with that song. Im surprised it has recently became radio friendly. It really shows a BPD relationship, as in, the ex is looking at this new person like they're the greatest gift ever and totally forgetting you. Title: Re: A Song that reminded me of my BPD-Relationship Post by: Meili on July 28, 2016, 02:24:16 PM Most anything by Linken Park. lol
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