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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) => Romantic Relationship | Detaching and Learning after a Failed Relationship => Topic started by: Lilyroze on August 06, 2016, 10:19:55 PM



Title: Love Loyalty Program
Post by: Lilyroze on August 06, 2016, 10:19:55 PM
Dear God,

It is me, yes nickname since childhood Angel. Thank you for being there for me all these years. I am grateful and full of joy in my life for being one of yours.

Well um gee with this free will thing I guess I signed up and got on the train marked BPD , Bipolar/BPD or even a little NPD thrown in. Well took the courses, got them and I through it. I got off the train, my last stop is in the near horizon. Yes that is me with the silver balloons and pug waving!

Am not complaining for the strengths given me in all this. Do appreciate the children you have blessed me with, they are beautiful and so loved. I am also appreciative of the grace given me in the mistakes I have made in life or if I hurt someone. I know we can always learn, give grace, apologize, be better then the day before and be in joy.

I know it was my choice, I forgive, and have learned, gave grace.

Now I am calling to make sure I am signed up for the loyalty love program. Um no, not the Sears, No not Macy's special offer, no not the oil rewards. Can I have the angel in charge of love loyalty?

Dear Angel in charge of love loyalty I am checking in to make sure I am signed up. Yes, yes, I see. IF ever again... .Well requirements want them loyal, loving, NO harems ( no not even like I l dream of Jennie), a Promise keeper would be nice ( but not you no a deal breaker), sense of humor cause well life down here can be tough, someone who gives grace well as you know I am not perfect... .hehe and good with money management, children and pugs. Someone who might want a lavender farm, well OK is that too much?

Thanks God!

By the way sorry for forgetting to feed my gold fish when 5, and oh the hamster fiasco when my daughter was little. Who knew two females couldn't be in same cage. Oh and my sons water dog that turned out to be a lizard, well who knew as well... .blushing.

Love,

Me


Title: Re: Love Loyalty Program
Post by: gotbushels on August 06, 2016, 11:57:41 PM
I love this!   Thank you Lilyroze.


Title: Re: Love Loyalty Program
Post by: JerryRG on August 07, 2016, 03:06:59 AM
Awesome stuff Lilyroze 

Positive and encouraging with childlike faith.

Keep healing!



Title: Re: Love Loyalty Program
Post by: Lilyroze on August 07, 2016, 11:06:07 AM
Thank you both for the kindness and response! Trying to keep in joy, positive and a sense of humor in life right now... .lol

Have a lovely day and week ahead.


Title: Re: Love Loyalty Program
Post by: Meili on August 11, 2016, 09:39:36 AM
hhmmmm... .so, the Love Loyalty Program is what was on that brochure that was in my mail and I threw away was all about. Figures!  :)

Being joyful and positive is a must in these situations. I'm so glad to see you turn this corner and that you're releasing all angst that you've been feeling.