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Title: 22 years and here we go again Post by: Zoogman on January 22, 2026, 01:01:39 AM After 22 years of roller coaster emotions, I just discovered “stop walking on eggshells” by P Mason and R. Krueger. So many things hit home and a relief to learn that I was not imagining these things. Recently, Have been practicing the techniques applied and thought all was good, but once again feel back to square one and feel like a failure once again. Maybe if I knew about BDP a long time ago I would have better energy/alertness to handle. However, now I just feel so drained and exhausted. After 3 weeks of strained communication/ coexistence she opened up tonight.
Was a stressful evening of her talking about the love is gone and she sees the future better with us apart and would have done so if it were not for the kids. I’m a beginner on the techniques talked about, and kept calm but even that got tossed back at me that I don’t care, fake, emotionally numb, and always showing my “angel wings” ( term she has used when I explain how i feel). I’m lost…… |