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Title: Got one of those calls that makes me feel all will be fine. Denial is easy Post by: JsMom on June 04, 2026, 08:54:04 PM I'm planning to talk to my swbpd this Sunday. We have a tentative agreement to meet up. I will let him know that I love him, I won't be his ATM. I go in and out of struggling with doing it and possible fallout... Last week he spiraled and was over the top disregulated over a rash that freaked him out as it spread over his body. Lots of drama. At the time my husband was done with living with it. Tonight about a week later my son calls more happy, and relaxed than I've heard him in a long time. He called to say hi and see how we were doing. The truth is this is a part of who he is as well. Yes, there has been inpatient stays, suicidal talk, angry rants..... But there's this sweet caring part too. My struggle is having a hard time accepting the whole package. Have any of you struggled with the reality of the whole package?
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