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Relationship Partner with BPD (Straight and LGBT+) => Romantic Relationship | Detaching and Learning after a Failed Relationship => Topic started by: Idsrvt2 on August 25, 2017, 12:09:34 PM



Title: I really fell like contacting him...fell like I was and am nothing
Post by: Idsrvt2 on August 25, 2017, 12:09:34 PM
Today for a moment I thought he might say something... .I was having a late breakfast on my porch thinking he wouldn't be so early and there he was ... .
And then I remember all I found out this week and not once was I mentioned
It wasn't like he said he felt bad for what he did... .no he was upset they took his guns away
I was shocked he checked my box
At one point my cat almost went to him... .

I really am sick of this... .sick of how he just walks on like he did nothing at all... .like I was nothing... .and this is just the beginning

I wish I never believed what seems like made up lies about his life, his rape and hanging ... .the RO... .his fake fear of me... .he fears me so much he's still around me.

For me I think I would feel better atleast being cordial

I guess the truth is I never really existed heck I was never mentioned... .
I was nothing and remain nothing.